I weighed in on Thursday and gained .9 for the week. I was really disappointed because I did stick to my points and it was a good week.
Now I feel a little discouraged and don’t feel like giving it my all is worth it…but I know that’s the wrong kind of thinking. I’m guessing my body is retaining for some reason or another…ugh.
I just wanna be skinny!!! I just want to look good and feel good in my clothes. I want to feel good about myself. I would say I want my husband to think I’m attractive, but it’s pretty obvious he already does… I just don’t know why, so I feel like I want to be attractive for my husband! lol. I want to be MORE attractive to my husband. How’s that? I think it really just comes down to the fact that I need to feel better about myself.
Hubby has been gone this entire week for work. I have missed him! But my Mom came to stay with me, which made the week go fast! We had a lot of fun. Thanks for coming, Mom!
I haven’t worked out since Tuesday. But I did work out 4 days last week…just short of my goal of 5 days per week. I can’t seem to get myself motivated to go running anymore. Maybe I will try to do that next week. I enjoy walks right now, but I know the results will happen faster if I run.
The overall feelings right now is discourage and frustration. I better get my act together so that next week I have a loss. If my body is retaining, chances are I will have a huge loss if I would just stick with it.
I’m so tired of this weight loss thing, or lack there of. I wish there were easy fixes and magic pills. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and be the woman I only dream of being!
But that’s never going to happen. Get over it, Alissa, and get to work!
