I have been incredibly stressed out for about a week now and it has just gotten worse over the weekend. This is all due to a project that I am working on for school. I don’t know how to describe my partner, but it has been terrible. For example, when I tell someone I am going to meet them at 10:00, I get there at 10:00 or even 9:55 so that I am there and ready to go. Him? He texts me at 10:15 to tell me that he is on his way. And last night, we made plans to meet at 4:00, and he texts me at 4:20 to tell me that he has to take a shower and then he would be over. No, I’m sorry, that’s not the way it works. So I told him that maybe we could just meet another time. (I am NOT going to sit around and wait for him to take a shower- with Hubby leaving the next morning, I’d rather spend time with him) I ended up calling him and he told me he hadn’t done anything, so I’m like, “Well there’s no point of us meeting tonight then.” (I spent all day Saturday working on this project and wrote 8 pages by myself)
I cannot stand irresponsible people like that. It drives me crazy. I just cannot understand how you can be so disrespectful to other people. Be on time.
There is so much more to this that I won’t bore you with- but I just wanted to let you know that’s why I didn’t post last night. I came home. Didn’t even turn on my computer to check my email. Turned off my phone. Unplugged and tried to let it all go. (This is after bawling my eyes out). I need to feel in control. Why do I care so much? Because I don’t want to fail. Because I am not happy with anything less than an A. It’s really hard to work with someone who doesn’t seem to care. Or seems disorganized. I do not wait until the last minute to get things done- EVER. It’s just too risky.
So I’m going to take today off of blogging too so I can just focus on getting this project done, that is after I work all day today.
The big presentation is tomorrow and I will feel so much better when it’s done- whether it’s a total screw up or not. Honestly, I am not very good at dealing with stress!!
