I ate 1/2 a Panera bagel today at work because our client so generously provided them. How could I say no to a Panera bagel? That's one milestone I haven't reached. I have a hard time saying no to the things in the office when people periodically bring them in. Not a huge deal because I limit myself I guess.
I am soooo hungry tonight for some reason. I'm trying to stay out of the kitchen but I did have two slices of cheese when I came home. I know that it is probably due to my not eating enough at lunch time. I need to eat something filling and then I do ok.
I know it is also due to stress. Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing with my life (career wise). I'm a Junior in college and an English major. Sometimes I really hate my classes and wonder if this is really for me and other times I love it. I don't know what career options are out there for me. I got two papers back today and I got a C and a D. Uncalled of for me. I ALWAYS get A's on my papers. Except for the one time I got a B+. I know almost everyone else in the class didn't do very well either. But it still brings me down. I worry, I stress and then I go to the kitchen for comfort. This must be a coping mechanism that I came up with a long, long time ago and I need to learn new behaviors. Eating isn't going to solve anything.
Just felt like writing to get a few things off of my chest! Thanks for reading. :)
Some instructors grade much tougher at the beginning of a semester, just to get the students' attention. At the end of the semester, they may make upward adjustments in the grades. Hopefully, you should be fine. Best wishes.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry school is going less than perfect... I know that I have days where I am just DONE with the class that I am in... wanting to move onto next quarter... Blah! Done with this communications class!
ReplyDeleteI hope you can get out of the funk!